beads tears stream down my burning face my heart heavy as lead depesrate cries for help swallowed by the sobs and the only thing that gleams is the blade with delicate percision the razor tears my milky skin a deadly bracelet of crimson beads forming the rush making my head light and trembling gives way to chills of excitement another slash, my high gets higher a sickening happiness overcomes all is forgotten except those beads those beautiful beads...