f r a n c e s c a 
forgotten

warrior

cycle
blinded

confined

resignation



forgotten-

Trapped in my imagined hell
My distant heaven leaves me blind
Drowned, though time, by my own hand
But washed ashore on waves held high

I feel reality closing in
Shutting out my desperate cries
No longer shielded by delusion
Defenseless to your frozen eyes

You have always been my loss
An aching memory, painful still
Always just beyond my reach
One more way for looks to kill

Pleading to the deadened skies
Holding onto darkened smiles
Promises shatter, far too late,
Alone to walk the empty miles


warrior-

I want to see your world aflame
The fire screaming through your eyes
Crimson fingers clawing madly
Unearthing truth beneath the lies

I want to hear your desperate pleas
As fire scorches wasted skin
I'll turn my deadened ears away
Knowing you could never win

I want to see your ashes scatter
Swirling upwards towards the sun
I'll smile into the shifting skies
And know that finally you have won


cycle-

Am I a child? Am I a whore?
The drug that leaves you craving more?
Well I'm a sickness, I'm desire
But you're a fake and you're a liar
You left me waiting
Faded, frozen,
Glitter falling from your eyes
You said
"Go on now, take the poison
to live again first you must die"

You stalk your demons
Fever raging
Aching to destroy the sun
I said
"I dare you, bleed a litte,
come on now, show us how it's done"

I always knew you'd take it back
Your sticky candy grins
I knew this time would be the last
But this time no one wins.


blinded-

The shadow of the cardboard moon
Cast upon your open hand
You wrap it up in my confusion
Mistaken that you understand

You stare defiantly at the sun
Unimpressed by churning fire
The image smolders in your eyes
Is scorching heat what you desire?

Inside of me, all over you
Memory finds my hideaway
I never let on, never broke down
You've always been my yesterday


resignation-

Disenchanted by my loss
Running from destructive thoughts
I'll close my mind to all the pain
A hollow heart is all I'll gain
Simmering in my wasted tears
I'll crush the source of all my fears
It shatters all that I believe
Reality clashing with what I percieve
Sucked into this realm of hate
Could this be all there is to fate?
As flimsy as my plastic lies
I see the knowing in your eyes
Spinning towards a total collapse
Bound by rusting, fading, traps
And if I have to die alone
At least it's all I've ever known


confined-

Hell on Earth, a stupid saying,
Implying death will set us free
Then what's the point of desperate praying
If no one escapes eternity?

When did I start to lose my way?
Through the clouds I wander, hollow,
Reaching out in misty grey,
Never sure of who to follow.

My wings are clipped, too bare to fly
Trapped within your bitter smile
You who would not, could not lie
As you were lying all the while

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